Surviving/Growing

If main obstacles to growing are

1) dislike of change
2) wanting to stay in comfort zone
(which are both strong in me)

then I should change something/anything in my life/routine daily?
& do something outside my comfort zone?

Right now I’m feeling good positive & healthy but:
I’m out every night this week & all of the coming weekend–
I have about 80 scripts arriving this afternoon to be read, shortlisted, re-read in about 2weeks–
I have another 35 thousand words to go on the novel before September–
I have a GEP workshop seminar to prepare–
I have a SWF debate proposition to write–
I have a Volunqueer presentation to think about–
I should write & post my latest photos on Vandamiss–

And I’m hungry to spend more time looking through the NUS museum exhibits, discussing a possible video project, getting my diving certification, signing up as a Gutenberg Project volunteer, mastering hand stands & drop backs, making worm balls, planting next round of chillies & bak choy, dead-heading my little rose plant (8 blooms at last count), drawing and reading…

Looking at all this is terrifying.
Maybe I’ll just go play another game of tetris or bejewelled…

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